midnight joel for crayola

good morning... it snow 12:42 in the morning... or shall i say midnight... s\and im still awake... great thing that our java exam scheduled tomorow was postponed for Tuesday... hahaha... Monday ay hindi... Wednesday pala... its all about... abstract classes, inheritance, poloymorphism, interfaces... hahaha!!! hindi mo ba maintindihan... kaya nga... ganyan yan kahirap kahit ako hirap pa rin intindihin yan eh... anyways... thank you Miss Tanya... my photobucket pics reached 900 tonight... or shall i say today... and it doesn't really looks like "my" photobucket kasi it contains... (out of 900 total pics)... 845 pics of criela... or at least pics or GIF's from her xanga anf friendster... kanina lang i visited her xanga... multiply... ano pa ba... blogspot nga pala... cge...ok na... friendster... i really cant help it but be so... kinda hurt or something like that pag nakikita ko sya... alam mo... para ba kasing napakalapit mo sa akin pero alam naman nating hindi ganun... para ba kasing... i want to hold you in my arms but i simply cant... para bang i can actually pero their are too many factors kaya hindi nangyayari yun... sana nga mangyari in the future... it really makes me feel kinda sick at first... napaka sakit talaga... para bang iniipit ung heart mo na para bang alam mo na pwede mo namang magawa o maabot ung isang bagay pero hindi talaga mangyari eh... pero sabi ko nga Criela... basta wag ka lang lalayo sobra... basta nakikita lang kita, kahit hindi pa kita maabot... ok lang... basta just please... stay there... hhhmmmm.... i miss you... i love you... i really dont know if those are the right terms kasi ive discovered lately that... its really just a matter of terminology... kaya minsan di magakaintindihan kasi un ibang tao iba iba ang interpretation sa ibang terms kaya yun as i say i love you and i miss you... im just saying that because i know that is how i feel and i know that, that is what i want to say... good night... good night.... hayy Criela... you are really one great girl... ikaw nga ang crayola ng buhay ko...

Dont care how long, but im willing to wait
Cause im truly, madly, crazily in love with you...

Tahan na’t ako’y narito na
Ika’y mamahalin
Pipilitin ika’y pasiyahin
Di papayag na ika’y saktan
Ng kahit sino man
Ako’y asahan mo hirang


bakit nga ba gising pa ako hanggang ngayon... dati lagi me umaasa na sana natutulog ka na ng maaga at hindi ka nagpupuyat... ngayon naman lagi me nag oonline pag 12 midnight hoping that you're there... pero ok lang... at least papahinga ka ngayon... kasi maaga pa pasok mo... ako 3pm pa pasok ko tom eh... cge good night Criela...

listening to "asa" by south border



HAPPY 12TH BIRTHDAY PALA SA YOUNGER BROTHER KO NA SI JAYSON... halos 10 years pagitan namin... hehehe... yan ang nagagawa ng family planning.. hhhayyy!!!